| Crystal clear |
[Monday, February 8th, 2010 at 02:19 pm] |
You're my best bad thing, or is it worst good thing?
I am in heartbeat city, or at least it feels like it. |
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| Hat trick |
[Monday, February 8th, 2010 at 11:36 am] |
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Longest day on Saturday with only 4 hours of sleep to pull me through. So we won 15-0, and finally I scored in a official game ^^
Friday was bad, due to miscommunication we got a runaway bill worth $176. But then again, it was payday and there was lots of food.
Can't wait for my day job to end this Friday, but really gotta settle my problem soon. Ugh doesn't help my boss isn't here today, or rather not in office yet. I must email by tonight if he doesn't appear. And I just found a friend at my workplace l6, kewl!!!!! |
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| Hurry Harry |
[Tuesday, January 26th, 2010 at 11:20 am] |
Have been really busy lately, just started official work this week but then again it'll last for only 3 weeks. Oh well, I really need to plan my trip so we can go immediately after Chinese New Year hopefully? Work sucks, it's the second day and I'm bored to the max. The guy in the video I'm transcribing has awfully bad English, broken and horrible sentence structures all gosh. Tired tired tired I wanna sleep heh!
I really really don't know what's wrong with me. It was a far-fetched dream yet now that it has become reality I just picking out flaws intentionally. How do I tick? Well now, there's another dream... |
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| Le Love |
[Wednesday, January 13th, 2010 at 12:52 am] |
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Dear dad,
I wont ever be able to love until i get over this.
Because i cant be myself around guys
always must be happy
always sweet
always surface
always fake
why?
You.
I never could show you my real face,
always wore this smile for you even when i was burning inside.
tears of rage.
rage of rage.
hold it all in. never let you see me hurt
daddy's little princess always.
Now i see it clearly.
How can i open myself up to any other male
when i could never even open myself up to you?
I locked away my heart because i saw how you hurt mum over and over.
i went searching for my heart the other day and found that it was gone.
maybe i hid it away so well that it disappeared to another place where lost things go.
like that room in hogwarts?
Or maybe locked away in this airless casket it suffocated and died.
Now they call me fake
flirt
cold
slut
but how can i help it when i don't trust any of them.
how can i give away my heart when i don't think i even have one.
i wish i was still 6 years old,
when you would put me on your shoulders and all my problems seemed smaller than me.
I wish you could make this better for me again
Yours always,
Your little girl,
Your daughter,
your little and broken girl
(ripped from Le Love) |
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